October 13, 2024

current mood: Sleepy, but accomplished

So I'm starting to work on this page! As I'm writing this, I've been able to set up the main components of the page, now I just need to add the finer details such as cute images and making sure I can incomperate a method in which im able to have several journal pages that can be flipped through with a click of a button. I also need to add a table of contents so that each log entry can be found with ease.. Though I'm still not exactly sure how I'm going to do that. Oh well! The idea will come to me eventually. Which reminds me... I've never really been one to force things, I've always preferred things to come to me naturally, much to my detriment. Sometimes I assume things will turn out perfectly, even If that may not always be the case. I've been fortunate thus far, and most problems that arise in my life solve themselves without my intervention, either that, or the people in my life are caring enough to get me out of self inflicted plights, yet regardless, I know that my way of life can only get me so far. Yet, I can't find the motivation to change. I mean, I've lived like this my whole life. It's difficult to think further ahead, or assume the worst of whats ahead, because It's frightening to think about.
I wanna dwelve onto this topic far more thoroughly, but frankly, I mostly made this date entry to fill up a page with some words.. But I'm feeling sleepy now. I mean its currently three in the morning! I'm super lethargic now, and I'm sure it shows in my writing. I think it's time I turn in for the night 😪 I'm heading off to bed now. If you've made it this far then I thank you! It's nice to know that someone cared enough about my thoughts to read them. I wish you a lovely day. Hope to see ya later!